I've moved back to xoxo11236/bs.
(i told you i was sick of LJ)

Gah I'm so sick of LJ.

I'm so gone.

In the mean time, entertain yourself here:
all my favourite DC stars on 1 stage! :D

http://xoxo11236.blogspot.com

byebye.

I shocked myself awake, pretty much like many other days. (crap my phone alarm - it's time for revision.)
I slept really late last night because after 12 I realised my Literature essay and Chemistry worksheet went missing, so I looked everywhere in my room for an hour. I flipped through files, folders, books, bags, corners and under my bed to find nothing at all. Then my mum found it at the side of my bed (the one against the wall). -_-

Anyhoo, school's been a complete bore. I didn't fail my Biology test (21/30), which obviously I would have gotten better if I did study. Only 1 History test this week, that is tomorrow. I bought a ticket to Centerstage, maybe just to test wear my heels. Lol. It's just walking to the school performing arts centre.There really isn't much kick in 4.5" heels for 3 hours, but whatever.

I'm about to finish book 5 of Harry Potter.

Hahaha. 23 days to my first Prelims paper - English.
Just 75 to Os English.
93 to last paper - Chemistry.
LOL 99 to the Year End Party.
Oh yeah, hundred over days to the truth.

12 options.
Here we go again.

Twitter is finally getting my messages.

Saving money for my iPhone ($848 :o) and college. Yikes. Means no shopping for the next 3 months. Ouch!

Last night I finished Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, and moved on to another 93 pages of Order of the Phoenix. It's so fun to read. Hermione is so cool. And I never knew Harry gave a thousand Galleons to Fred and George just to open Weasleys' Wizards Wheezes. So cool!

You always assume that I'm happy.
"Yixi is smiling so she's happy, so I can don't bother about her anymore."
Stop making assumptions. And judgements.
You're no God.

 Sims 3 is weird. I decided not to play Sims untilt the end of the year, so I'm uninstalling every single thing about Sims on the laptop. Just so you know, I have 13 expansion packs plus the original Sims 2, and Sims 3 as well. Oh I also own the entire set of the first Sims :D

I FINALLY GOT MY F21 SHOPPING FROM USA. The heels are uber pretty, and I didn't pick the wrong size! They fit nice and warm. I have a strong feeling that by the end of 2009, I'll be dressed from top to toe by Forever 21.

Tomorrow, am busy. IKEA in the noon, then home for Wizards on Deck with Hannah Montana. Dinner's over at cousin's house.

Am chucking away all distractions - i.e. iBanking device, F21 links and the laptop of course.
PRELIMS ARE IN LESS THAN 28 DAYS. I gotta keep psycho-ing myself.

Everything will be over in nearly 98 days. All my friends will be back from holiday - fencing, violin, piano. I bet I'll miss the feeling of studying though. Am thankful I'm in Dunman High School still, as much as it's an exasperating experience.

Oh wait, there's still SJ.

Am getting totally sick of LJ. The icons aren't appealing anymore. Fine I just need a ground to rant. It's beeen a really long week. It feels like it. Loads of tests, assignments, homework, classwork. Tiring, but I've been trying to cope.

BLAH LJ CUT MY ENTIRE POST OFF.

Pissed off.

I miss my squad, really.

Writer's Block: Two Truths and a Lie
1. I have liked 5 guys before.
2. I take an interest in engineering (Dad studied that in university)
3. I love chocolate.

My things from F21 has finally arrived. After many weeks of grueling waiting time -_-

My mum went to get a N97.
It's so chic! But it's really huge - thicker but skinner than an iPhone. Oh and I love the keyboard buttons :D

Anyhoo, if I'm bored I'll go get myself an iPod Touch.
For fun, you know.

Oh and Orphan is super lame -_-

Kay, the horrendous Biology SPA is tomorrow. I don't want to fail.
BUT AT LONG LAST HERE COMES THE WEEKEND!

Thursday
HCL test
Bio Os SPA S3
AMC
Parkway Parade

Friday
National Day Celebration In School
Lunch with Esther
Collecting my shopping
Ma'am Grace's flying to London ) :

Saturday
Study like a nutcase for Biology & History
Wizards On Deck With Hannah Montana from 4.30-6.30!

Sunday
National Day
Study like a nutcase for Biology, Social Studies & History
Might have mahjong stayover at J's

Monday
Study like a nutcase for Biology
Baking (depends)

Am dying of lethargy. I need to start sleeping at 11.

 Wanted to finish chinese homework today, but I was on the car home and found out that it's my uncle's last night in Singapore, so dinner at Pan Pacific Hotel. Hannah J is gonna wear a pretty dress and take pretty pictures with cute little cousins ( :

I am so totally wishing that my stuff from Forever 21 is okay. I want my heels ) :

4 weeks and 3 days to my English Prelim paper. Are nervous. Hahaha. 
Oh and I didn't flop Chemistry so badly. 56 upon 85, 66%. 

Gotta study. Maybe I should make my younger brother study with me more. I sacrificed 20 minutes of my sleeping time to revise Acids, Bases and Salts & Qualitative Analysis with him last night.

Am being spammed with Facebook notifications for the past few days. 200 odd today! This is madness.

Byebye, it's time to revise for tomorrow's chinese famous lines test, Sims 2 then change ( :

Spent at least 5 hours uploading photos on Facebook, Multiply and tagging.................. Zzzz.e
Anyhoo, it was nice looking at photos.
I realised I still have a second mission to do after a hundred days: Liwen. Something I owed her from a really long time ago.

Oh yeah. About signing on.
I have the weirdest reasons to sign on (honestly), because it's not like as if I am so attached to my juniors that I must sign on.
Maybe, just maybe there's something I have to leave behind.
I'll just take whatever comes my way.

Anyway, HannahJ are tired.
Biology Mock SPA tomorrow, then Os' on Thursday,
HCL is so screwed. It's like paper after paper after paper every single lesson. I owe like 5 pieces of exercises and 2 zuowens. Bloody crap.
Oh yeah there's the AMC too. After that I'm so gonna go out to get my tee.
Friday's ND celebration, so lunch with Esther (I hope she hasn't forgotten).
Then revision for Biology over the long long weekend.

Bummer. I'm so tired.

Bye, shall roll for now.

P.S I love you.
Yah yah you know who you are.

I watched the Orientation 2008 + JNCO photos' video, and everything just came back!!
Oh and the Std 3s' video was cool :D

Dinner later.. till then!

Oh. my. jonas.

Summit is soooooo totally gonna regret replacing Rachelle Lefevre with Bryce Dallas Howard for Eclipse.If you dye Bryce's hair blonde, you'll see someone familiar - she acts in Spiderman 3 as the daughter of the mayor.
I don't know.. she just doesn't look like Victoria to me ) :

Anyhoo, I had a really fun time cookies-ing today! Except it was really tiring. Oh and I burned my finger. Ouch.

Biology and History test tomorrow ) : I can foresee my failures.
I can't think. Parade's in 34 hours.
I don't cry in freaking mornings. But it'd probably be an exception.
As much as I'm gonna freak out during Biology test tomorrow (I'm considering whether I shouldn't write anything at all), my mind's in a state of whirlwind. Arggh. Stupid, pointless Biology test.

It's the last, official goodbye.

Au revoir.

Aye a whole chunk of camera photos. Arrgh I'm lazy to resize everything again.
Enjoy kids!

( even if the film starts to unroll we don't say goodbye )

Things are getting weird, and so are my moodswings.

POP in 4 days. Arrgh.
I don't cry in bloody damn mornings.

Picture spam on Friday night.. now's war.
Chemistry, Biology and double History attacks Yixi.
Who will prevail?
Will Yixi triumph over Sciences and fave Humanities subjects?

I'm sorry. Words bring up a lot of inner thoughts. AHAHAHA.
Cold humour that no one else understands.

20 minutes to Joe performing @Scottrade Center @St. Louis, MO.. loves loves.
God bless you honey. ( :

I'm starting on my scrapbook! Since I have tons and tons of notebooks that I don't use at all (seriously heck of a lot) I decided to use the colourful one! My first page is on Yingying and I's experience with Liverpool. Go REDS! The next is on my loves since the start of my time.. ( : I can't wait to print photos! ( :

I got my Prelims schedule today. It's busy, but I think I can cope. It's not similar to the Os' one at all ) : For P they lump the different type of subjects together - EL before Hols, Social Studies, HCL, Math, Chemistry and History in the first week, then Literature, Biology and A Math in the 2nd week. Disgusting. For Os the first week is English, Math and A Math, the second is Humanities and Sciences, and the last week is HCL and Sciences. And oh my T the History papers are on the same day. Which means double content, double pressure X_X

I'm off to watch the rerun of last night's Liverpool vs Singapore match.. TORRES IS ON!! 
Hotness :D He's wearing a black headband! Oh cool lah.

Si es amor!!

I pretty much am dead, so I'm not going to bother about anyone else.

I did my first omelette just now. Would have been a complete disaster if my mum wasn't there.. it turned out nice, but dry, as expected. Oh and I experimented with cheese, hotdog and a piece of bread. my bread turned out to be toasted, so I just placed the steamed hotdog on the melted cheese and ate it. Nice. I was settled for dinner. Maybe I should get hotdog bread instead..

Probably going to Parkway soon. Saturday was Yingying (and Torres) day, so I was completely toasted when I got home. I won't forgot Torres' smile.. LOL can you believe a super soccer star smiled and waved? Well I'm going to continue living in my dreams.. anyhoo, haven't done anything today, except come up with a killer timetable from tomorrow onwards (I realised 90 days starts from then) and the only game time I allocated was on Friday, from 11-12am. OH and there's the special timeslot on Sundays where I allocate for JONAS :D

I've been so bummed the whole weekend I didn't get anything done.

Pfft. Been trying to figure out Logarithms for my brother. Then he said, "See I'm so good. I help you revise!"
LOL idiotic but true. -_-

I've been listening to different versions of The Star-Spangled Banner.Or as known to 306 million people, the National Anthem of the United States of America. It's so pretty. The one by Carrie Underwood is really powerful, Demi Lovato gives it a whole new edge and Taylor Swift gives a pretty country style to it. And the one by Jonas Brothers is so cute! Hahaha.

W/e. I'm not going to care.

I miss Joe, Hyun Joong and Torres. ) :

A magazine has just brightened up my dull gray sky. I'm often freaked out by my ability to become happy so easily.
It's just the Telescope magazine from Starhub about the upcoming month of August, which happens to be the most eventful month of my year.
There's Barclays Premier League, JONAS, The Late Show With David Letterman, Get Smart, Step Up 2: The Streets, iCarly: iGo to Japan and Tinker Bell.

Most of it will be included in my special post on August 1, which happens to be POP, so I probably won't be using the computer already.

Byebye world. I hate all of you.

-

[edit:12.41am]
Despite being in a crowd, I feel more lonely than ever.

You don't know how that's like.

You won't know.
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I felt so frustrated because I couldn't say what I was upset about and there's no one to shout at or rant to. Everything was like building up in me. I couldn't scream in the shower, so I stood there and the water just kept running and running and I didn't give a heck to how many people would die without water or how much more my mum would have to pay for the water bill.

In the end, I looked at myself in the mirror while listening to Joe singing Gotta Find You and I started raining mississipis on my favourite red Singapore Tee.

I don't think you'll ever understand, because Mae has her best friend, Liwen has her primary school friends, Yingying has her cousins and all I have is my head and my heart.

Here we go again. I think Australia just drowned. Oh my jonas the loneliness is so scary I just sank my favourite continent.

I keep on trying to believe that everything will be okay even if I'm on my own in World War III. I just keep on telling myself to have faith.

How was I supposed to know that I would fall?

I'll be contented.
Yingying's poster made Torres smile and wave at us, and I was holding the poster on Yingying's head! Hahahaha.
I gotta remember that smile.
I only got a picture of Ryan Babel and Sammy.

I am determined to be a polygot/multilingual.

I look forward to New Moon.

Talk about feeling weird.
URGH OH MY GOD WHY AM I FEELING SO ANGRY.
I DIDN'T WANT TO BECAUSE LETHARGY GOT IN THE WAY.
(try 7.55am wake up, travel from stadium to stadium, stalk outside a hotel till 2pm)
Oh. my. jonas.
Why should I even care?
This time, I break away - for real.
Delete,
give away,
destroy.
I prefer being alone, so leave me alone.

I won't cry, because I already know that I stand alone, forever and always.

I'm actually kinda sad I didn't get to see Torres.
But Yingying did and she's so happy and sad.
Happy because she finally saw him, but sad because she forgot to hug him -_- Right smack in front of her and she forgot her mission.

[edit:11.10pm]
You know why Yingying K is fabulous?
1) Because we both live in fantasy worlds, and are not ashamed of it. We're Dill(s)!! :D
2) Her husbands are really cute! You have to admit, most of her husbands are cute. (She'll probably kill me for saying most -_-)
3) She stood by me through dreadful days : )

I can't wait for tomorrow! It's like Yingying's taking her girlfriend to see her husband. LOL WTH. Hahaha. Like she's taking me to go and check out her husband. Like they're newlyweds and stuff. Hahaha. This is so cool.
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Tired.

</div>This is.. pure amazing. I instantly flooded Australia.

Bye.